Ya know. Fuck you. Fuck your mom. Fuck your dad. And fuck your fake gf.

Suicide is not a fucking joke. I’m tired of people thinking it is. Not only is it a serious mental health problem, but it also can effect the ones who have it. There’s probably people in this sub that have it, but are afraid to post about l, cause they might get called karma whores and liars when their not.

And the fact that your putting this on some fake gf?

You wanna know something.

Actually having a girlfriend with these problems, like MDD, self harming, bulimia, MPD, severe social anxiety and general anxiety. Is very, very hard.

It takes a toll on you. You go to sleep and wake up the next morning before you can contact them and wonder if they’ll even respond. You feel like even though your helping as much as possible, it’s still not doing anything. You fall into the hole their in and then they just keep going farther down. You feel like shit because your afraid you may have said the wrong thing.

Also, you feel more then just a knot in your stomach when they do it.

Not to mention, faking a serious problem for some stupid award? You wanna be fucking awarded for someone killing themselves? Anyone who fakes saying it, deserves the deepest, hottest pit in hell.

Source:

For the past 3 years I’ve been dating my beautiful girlfriend. She is so god damn pretty.

Anyway back on topic.

In 6th grade, she was bullied to hell and back. Kids would throw shit at her. They would take her stuff. They would fucking spit on her. There was a lot of backstabbing too. So she barely made it through that year. At the time she was showing no signs of depression and shit. Maybe I should have payed more attention.

Here comes 7th. My dumbass hears my parents taking about a new house; and for whatever reason, I thought that meant that we were moving far away. So I tell her and then when the next petty situation comes up, she blows it up and dumps me. Now we all thought she was being a petty little ass, but it was much more then that. She did it cause she wanted to ease the pain of me missing her. Anyways in the 2 months we weren’t together, she started feeling worthless and you know the usual. We got back together after she told me about how she was feeling and collapsed balling into me.

Well anyway here’s were it gets a little NSFW.

So it’s only gotten worse. She’s tried things out.

She self harms with whatever she can get her hands on. And she makes sure it’s deep. Not deep enough to kill her. Just enough to ease the pain.

She has a therapist. She was in partial. And now she has to get a bulimia therapist. But that’s a whole different story.

Anyway. She’s tried hanging herself with a scarf off of the rafters on the bottom of her bunk bed. She’s tried taking too many anti-depressants. She’s tried ODing on tylonal. And she’s lived through every single one. There’s other… more dangerous attempts, but I really don’t want to go back to them.

But it leaves scars. It makes you over protective and you over think their every action. And then it makes you Annyoing and. Just…

It’s hard. And I love her to the end of the galaxy and back. But I’m never giving up on her. Never. No matter what it does to me.

So fuck you karma whores. Rot in hell and understand it’s a serious problem not to fuck around with.

(Found in r/teenagers, specifically [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/ee4gl5/im_so_fucking_tired_of_you_fake_ass_karma_whores/))